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tMd. i had enuff of dat pig. today during eng lesson, she teaching n i was reali paying attention to her lo. den of cos when ppl teaching n toking de students will surely look at de trch de rite? same here too. i was looking at her n listening attentively. den suddenly her eyes found mine. n we stared into each other for a long while. i felt weird for sure. staring into the eyes of dat idiotc pig. but if eva i looked away surely she will say i wasnt paying any attention. so of cos i perserved. since she's on for the game. why not. so i stared at her bak. for wat seemed like eternity, she broke off the stare n told de whole class saying i wasnt paying attention. n dat i was jus staring into space. of cos i voiced out dat i was paying attention. but seems that my pleas came unheard. later on we got into our groups for oral practices. she den walked over to my group n told me off. she scolded weiling n sijie too. but all the time she was scolding she was looking at me straight as if pointing all the faults towards me. den she praised yun n qian. den say yun was doing a fantastic job syaing she's diligent n all. liew. pls lo. all she look for in a person is her grasp on de language n how she scored for her tests. dat's it. yun jus one person who's afraid of her n doesnt speak much during eng lesson. jus cos i spoke more n perhaps in a not so english style she blacklisted me. tis pig. u arent dat great afterall. always walk abt looking so snobbish. so wat if u r english educated. dat doesnt make u a saint k! mind it. u r jus another educated pig.
not only dat, after lunch time we had eng self study. liew. f*** it. damn fed up. eileen was asking me sumtink on the board n i replied bak n accidentally utter a few words of chinese. to her, chinese language is a taboo. but usually she will jus give a brief dressing-down. which was wat happen to shimin when she spoke chinese earlier on. kaoz. she hear me speak those words le. den she picked up my water bottle on my table, opened the cap n tried to pour water over me. of cos she din. i told myself as i kept pushing her hands off roughly. at first i was in quite a playing mood. tinking she was joking since she was smiling so slyly. afterall the whole class was practically convulsed in laughter. den francine added to de humourous scene by taking out her umbrella. funny aint it? but i doubt so. if u r playing with me. of cos surely i could take jokes. but i guess she has gone a little too far. f*** it. tmd. dat pig pulled the umbrella over me. n threatened to pour the water. kaox. little did i noe she reali did it. my anger boiled when i felt water trickling down my uniform onto my hand. instantaneously, i pushed the umbrella away n dat bitch's hand. the umbrella after being pushed away by me ended up in a position whereby the edge of it barely touched my hair. dat bitch must have been tickled by de whole tink dat she continues pouring water down de umbrella. tis time the water dripped onto my hair. cB. damn dulan. had enuff of her n her dumb jokes. jus pushed her hand away. tis time harder. she noe i was angry n caped my bottle placing my bottle on my table. F-U-C-K i said. she should have heard it. it was definitely loud enuff for her. i looked up as her gaze fell on me. i stared angrily at her. as she walked off i diao her rite b4 her eyes. she walked to de middle of the class n told de class dat "look at janice, she's so sad." "See! she's so sad now". after which she told the class to continue their work. francine kept consoling me. but i was reali mad. jade n eileen tried calming me down. but i jus couldnt. eileen even walked over to my table to tok to me. well, i broke into tears. why? where's yun n cass? n de rest of my frens? din utter a word of concern to me. francine jade n eileen. i weren't close to dem. dat's for sure. others must have tot dat i had cried out of embarrassment or even out of my anger. well. those aren't de reasons.

last but not least..
to the one who trifled with me tis noon. mrs lee is perhaps too courteous n graceful a name to call u with.
F U C K I T!