frenship??
frenship??
during chi lessons, there wasnt a trch ard. den me n khoo sijie n jianting n rayner n terrrence okay daidee. losers out of cos. terrence belinice. he let me in to play. gud da ge. anyway yun n cass den join in later. guess we play quite noisily cos chairman n fran keep shouting at us. cant stand rayner he kept uttering words of vulgar. it's so irritating lo. n he said it so loud without embarrassment at all. he's sonot gentleman too. haix. den i reali cant stand him. i jus shouted at him lo. who tells him hurl vulgars at me when all i do was to give out de cards. n he says i was so slow n shouted me vulgars. tmd. he so wat lo. den the rest of the ppl jus try their best to stop our quarrel from errupting. i din mean to rebut him lo. but i reali had enuff of him. anyway since he din argue bak so i stopped. *peace out..

sorii to our chairman n fran. for making so much noise. sincere apologies*

after sch i went look mrs tan. den after went to foyer look for cass n yun.but they so long. haix. told dem i will be in a jiffy. but seems like they din blive. well. got fed up with waiting so i went toilet a while..come out liao still not der. reali sianx half. abt to go up find dem den i tink beli dumb so i stay der wait dem. den they cum liao we together walk. den as we walk past the canteen towards the side gate. we pass by shaoxiong they all. den they all started calling me n say bye bye. surely of cos i say bye bye bak. but den cass n yun jus started to walk off so fast. den keep toking to each other. as if i wasn't der. den later sidegate close we walk bak canteen to main gate. den meanwhile the 4ts were walking behind us. haix. i noe ur biased agst tech ppl but i guess. haix nvm. dun wanna say ur. i was obviously not happy. well. tink yun noe it. my expression jus changes as they jus walked off faster n faster. i tried to catch up not wanting to be left bhind once again. can see yun trying to leave a gap for me to fit in btw dem. but i dun feel like n not in de mood to do so. plus cant catch up. reach bustop le. they tok with qian weilign n sijie. i jus kept quiet n stand in a corner. i jus cant figure out y they r biased. they r jus a little bit more playful, more active. n perhaps not reali gud in their studies or not interested in studying. they seems to be branded as outcasts in sch too. by most of the trch even the students. if u r dem, how will i feel? i guess i will feel as if im being ostracised. nevertheless, to me i feel the 4ts are much of better frens to me. their frenship bonds are much greater. of which i admired loads. they are definitely a great bunch of ppl to me. perhaps maybe. im jus a playful ger. who tends to play rather than study. n thus i prefer their companion. but who cares. i dun care. n no one can make me care. i jus hope ppl be more caring n more FRIENDLY.. i dunoe how to express my words clearly. probably i was quite blunt. but dat's how i feel. of cos not entirely. sorri if ive offended u or wat so.. i guess if either of u read these u surely have loads of tinks to say. but have ur ever been in my shoes b4? anyway bak in the bus. i got up the bus le den yun n cass say dun take. but ive gone up. haix. gud tink they came up too.den no seats so gotta stand. moreover i have to stand amidst the 4ts. well, i of cos oki with it ma. but i tink cass n yun tink dat i feel like it's a *torture* or dat i hate being amidst dem or wat so. they ask me to sit down. but i din wan. cos ma fan to reach..moreover dun wan pang seh jasmine since she standing beside me ma. so both sat together. den i stand der. so kelian. me n jas were practically shivering lo. so damn cold der. with the aircon blowing straight. den we stand the other way. facing the 4ts. cos reali cant stand the cold lo. den they chatted with me. n so we all chatted. den jas oni der to luff.. keke. den reach compass le. obviously yun sudenly mood change. dunoe y oso. haix. she dun wan say when i ask. so suan le. dun wan probe either. or not she more fed up..

sze says i change my attitude towards her ever since... wondering wat? being better to u? being worse to u? ignore u or wat? i guess..all of it. i keep scold n nag u..n den later ignore u.(dunoe if u notice) n better to u..cos i noe if i treat u bad...u wun feel gud too..since so many ppl r agst u doing dat. i noe the feeling of having done sumtink in which everyone disagrees with. it's awful. isnt it? but there's no use nagging n scolding u. wat eva happened as happen. plus u said it. u regret it. well. anytink must tell us oki. even if dun wan tell me u still have other frens. u must reali takecare ger. *muaks* laogong..*xiang ni*.. gudnitex wor!

jas..u oso takecare. see u like so tired. overowrk urself like dat.hmm takecare wor.. miss u!

xian..cheerios!

ke.ai! tink less. dun so upset le! hmm..takecare leh. dun make frens worry for u! =) smiles..cheerios!

huiqi..get well soon leh. got fever le must rest more.. dun do too vigorous exercises. if ever u feel unwell doing sumtink. pls stop den. dun make us worry u le. no tears le. u will be alrite! miss u!

linhong..how u? fever wor..takcare of urself oki? da jie will xiang u de. rest more wor. drink loads of water oki. get well soon leh.