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haix. i felt so left out. all my frens all in band 1 for maths. i felt so awkward. so upset. din expect my amaths results to turn out tis way either.. im reali upset. everytime i wan go sumwhere ask them pei me. they wun de thou i will pei dem when they wan to go anyplace. haix. dat day i was quite upset den i asked yun. she keep say dun wan. but i reali is wan tell her sumtink. suan le.

lunch i ask if they wan go down. both say no. say they wan do their own tinks. nvm den i went down myself tou tou qi. walk abt the sch. haix. later saw them came down. i jus felt a tinch of. dunoe how to express. my best frens arent reali wat i tot out to be. jus realised dat tink. tiswasnt the 1st time. it happened so many times too. eeps..i reali dunoe how to express my feelings.

mrs tan seems to kan bian me. dat time she insisted dat i was in band 3 for maths when i was in band 2. i felt a pain in my heart. maths? a subject dat i loved n had always excel in. dunoe wat has gone wrong with me to get such poor results. perhaps i deserve all the tinks dat im feeling unhappy abt, since my results are so poor. i cant blive it. jus cant blive it. tis tink has dealt me a heavy blow. i cant seem to be able to take it in the easy way. dun cum consoling me. i wun be consoled. haix. i still tot it was mrs tan who had helped me to be in band 2. but guess i was wrong. it could be mdm ee or mrs tang. but surely not mrs tan. if it was her, she wouldnt have insisted or tot i was in band 3. got me reali disappointed. do i reali deserve to be in band 3? haix.