*sad...disappointed in myself :(
*sad...disappointed in myself :(
haix...today my olevel chi oral. i felt dat it's so disappointing..haix. while i read de passage i keep stuttering lo haix. den when comes to converstaion...worse..the qns was "66% of the youngsters visit porno websites, wat do u tink abt it" -dunoe why i was jus stumped at the qns...den i replied dem say i feel shock abt it..den i say "because..." and i stopped der... aRh..den de judge keep ask becos wat..but i kept quiet cos tinking...i reali tink quite long plus the situation was so tense at dat moment..so i tink i uttered rubbish in a moment of folly.. damn gan chiong.. but the judges beli gud they keep nodding at me, trying to encourage me to go on...i was quite moved n so i carried on talking..but only little..and my vocab of words are so limited all of a sudden! my chi language is so poor too. my worst oral i ever had. haix. den the 2nd topic was like "wat do u tink of the pri n sec sch uniform? should we wear uniform?"..haix. i tok little on dat. overall my performance during the oral is so upsetting..so lousy. =( i reali quite upset lo. haix. anyway i return bak to class after dat n tried cheering up on the way bak. if not later yun sure an wei me. haix. after dat me sel n yun went kfc eat.. den after dat yun dunoe y nv tok.. she say she tired but i tink der's more ba.. den later we 3 took 161. gosh terrible. cos got tis grp of 3 malay guys beside where i standing. den they keep ka jiao me lo. make me so fed up. den kep tug on my bag n hand. eeKs..they r a bunch of irritating fools. sumore got one guy ask me sit with him. kaox. dey should be more self-conscious of themselves. sumre dress until so er-xin. cant stand dem. reach home le. i go slp. haix. cant stop tinkin abt my oral. hope it doesnt affect my mood for the next few days. but to tink of it reali upsetting lo. i din expect me to be so lousy. anyway sel cheered me up a little by letting me check my olevel listening ans. n i got a 19/20. quite glad abt it. but den. haix. oral gonna pull my marks down. -_-" nvm. tml i have p.e lesson den we playing badminton. kekex..hope dat cheers me up.