confuse =\
confuse =
felt confused rite now. hais. reali dunoe wat to do. i felt as if heaven is playing a joke on me. letting suc a tink to happen to myself. n it was such a coincidence too. felt quite upset by it. i dunoe how am i feeling towards it. reali dunoe. im jus totally clueless. hais. how now? can i reali let nature take its own course? i dunoe. guess i better make up my mind.

these days quite happening. anyway my waist hurts loads still. hais. twisted it for abt a week yet still yet recover. felt so pathetic. felt so crippled. gosh. wat's up with me?
jas. thanks for de "house of happiness" dat u have made for me. it's absolutely filled up of stars. those stars are overflowing of ur care n concern from u. reali thanks. u actualy spent an entire nite without slpin to do it. u r a fantastic fren. reali thanks so much. indeed, touched is no longer a word to describe my feelings when i received dat gift frm u. indescribable feeling dat is. tears jus fill my eyes. reali touched. =) thanks loads jas. for being a wonderful fren.
kaiyi. u too. thanks so much for ya care n concern once again. ya have been der whenever i nid u. reali u are great. the days with u are surely filled with laughter n joy. fun is guaranteed whenever n wherever u are. =) u jus noe how to cheer ur little fren of urs (dat's me =p) when she's feeling down. kekes. ur nice, great, superb, terrific n etc. lols. too many adjectives to list down. kekes. and a great thank you to u! =)
yunz. thanks wor! reali thanks! reali reali thanks! i reali dunoe wat to say. jus wanna let ya noe. i feel great being with u. i noe u r always silently der for me. i jus wan to tell ya dat notice ur existence n i have been praying for ya well-being too. jus like de way u r doing it to me. =)
thanks oso to those frens who tag at my board showing ur concern for me. thanks. ur r great. anyway i jus hope whoeva tagging on my board put ur name? so i can noe ur r who. =) thanks wor. frens.rocks.my.world
sze. dun so upset leh. see u like these days a bit upset. dun give up on ur dnt. it will surely work de. all ur frens wil be supporting u. dun always keep tinks to urself either. let it out at times. find sumone whom u feel most comfortable with n tell him/her. dun forget. ur frens will be der whenever u nid dem. dat's a guarantee. even if no one wan to hear u out. u still have me. u can still find me. i am surely 24 hours available for u. even when im slping n u nid me. jus give me a call. i will hear u out for sure. =) takecare leh ger. dun wish to see ya sad sad de.
shaoxiong wor. i will try my best help ya in all possible ways. u mus jiayou for dnt wor. see u redo ur dnt work until so jialat oso feel sad n gan cheong for ya. ut u canot give up wor. it's jus a little setback. i noe u can do it. i will help ya de. jiayou leh.

hais. end of my entry le ba. atualy got many tinks to write. but forget le. i made up my mind. but will i stick to it. hope so. jus hope dat tinks go on find. n sorii wor. im jus afraid ive made a wrong choice.but no matter wat i wun regret it. jus wan say "sorii". hais. i feel like im a baddie. hais. felt guilty n bad. "sorii" de only tink i can say. but dat person wun noe either. miss.