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Sunday, August 01, 2004

i Hope i Wish i Dream

i Hope i Wish i Dream
darn it. my mum's like a fly wheezing in n out around me. irritating me so much. she's so terrible naggy! jus cant stand her. eeKs. jus HOPE she'll stop it. so irritating of her. hais. i aleli fan enuff liao she jus added on to my heavy burden. im so pissed.

hais. tot the dance practice was on thur. but it wasn't. turn out dat it was on tue. which was terrible. cos i haben even choreograph half de song yet. not even a quater i tink. hais. how now. now de dance grp i tink oni left me n isa tink steps liao. but isa is busy. so am i. hais. i dun wan sacrifice studies. jus have to try juggle both. rite now i jus tied choreographing up to intro part oni lo. cham le. gotta jiayou. but now i no mood tink steps oso. tink liao oso not nice de. sianz half. i feel so worried. not only for my studies n oso de dance. jus hope dat the rest of de dancers wun blame me if we reali cant finish de dance or cant get into de audition. dat will be a waste of our time. hais. but i reali do WISH dat our dance can get in. including de couple dance.

my DREAM. a dream where der's oni happiness. no one's sad. no one's angry. no one's disappointed. no one's crying. no tears. no nothing. jus laughter ringing abt in de air. smiles flashing in everyone's face. cheerios. but it all will oni happen in DREAMs. if reality ever does happen like tis. it's gonna be boring. =)

~ { 10:48 PM }
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