me today?
me today?
today tmd. felt so uncomfortable in de morning. dunoe y. jus feeling so queasy n all. had a beli strong intuition dat sumtink bad or no gud will happen. been haunting me since last nites. hais. stepped out of de hse to realise im runnign quite late for sch. no choice. gotta take a taxi. de uncle was friendly. he's nice. anyway. i reach sch jus in de nick of time. everyone was like walking slowly to de exams hall. i jus rushed upstairs to put my bag. den mrs lee frm de stage der saw me upstairs n spoke thru de mike "janice why are u still der" piangz. her words make me even frantic. hais. i hurriedly rush down followed by siyong n another guy. we reach de hall together. mind you. TOGETHER! den mrs lee spoke thru de mike yet again. "janice i will deduct 5 marks from ur exams. 5 from each paper." kaos. tMD. for no reason. she jus pick on me oni. 3 of us walk in n she oni say me. wat wrong have i done. i wasn't late. tmd. francine told me she was worried dat it might affect my exam. well it did. i took abt 30 min to tink. not tink abt my compo story. but i dunoe wat am i tinking. i tried to focus but i jus couldn't. hais. in de end i spent so much time on my guided writing. n left with oni 45 min to do with my compo. i was like reali frantic when 10 min was left n i was oni at my 2nd paragraph or so. no choice. i rushed thru my compo. hais. in de end i couldn't make out any story at all. my compo. a total failure. a complete piece of rubbish. it does't even fit to be handed up. it ought to be thrown away. dat's so terrible. i reali felt sad. damn disappointed. but i din wish to show it out. dun wan it to affect my paper 2. nor will i wan dat pig of a mrs lee to mock at me. freak her. she's hell. my preliums. i felt as if i've jus flop my eng paper. reali terrible. i reali wan to get gud results. reali wanted. hais. but der doesnt seems to be any driving force for me. nevertheless. i had tried my best.
seems dat i hadn't even had a word with yun n cass today. hais. de other day. someone plainly commented. y ur frens always ps u de. well. got me into real tinking ever since.
got de skirts frm sijie qian n char. char's was a bit too short. while de other 2 is alrite. jus afraid de dancers cant wear dem. hope de dance peformance on trch's day will go on well. hope nth will crop up. n hopefully. i dream i wish i hope. dat we will dance nicely n not forget any actions!. i noe we can do it. diary. must wish me all de best kkie?.