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haben been updating for quite a long while. cos no time plus no mood. quite a lot of tinks happen. recalling bak..

6th August 04 (Fri)
we had national day celebration. our class beli enthu lo. we went up to the front n danced n sang. we had so much fun. den later. many other classes joined in after we had done so. zuli did a fantastic job on leading de whole sch n bring de sch spirit up indeed. kekes. =) anyway. after dat celebration i had chem practical. but i skipped it cos i have to rush home to pack my bag for de noon trip to pulau ubin. so no choice. den i met up with isa yen n kaiyi. n they all went my hse. they stayed in my rm looking at all my bday gifts while i went to pack my bag. n i brought the slipper in which isa had bought for me to de camp. later on we went bak to sch together. meanwhile they oso keep suaning me abt sumtink. dat day. i went to pulau ubin. all sec 1s to 3s sjab members went. along with all trch-in-charge n oso mdm ayu, sock, marya, hawa, adrian, siyong, chuntat n me! but de trip der was so xinku. i was seasick. felt so terribly giddy. got a feeling wan to vomit but canot. reali horrid feeling. well. anyway de moment we reach der de rest had games but we sec 4s jus slack ard. nth much to do. so of cos. i went to slp. kekes. den sock disturbed my beauty slp cos it's time for bbQ. we had a nice time bbQing. me sock jas n vian. we bbQ together n saved food for each other too. so fun lo. den later in de nites. vian duno go where. sock was with guoqiang n roger they all. den me n jas we lie down on de beach. n we had a nice time looking at de stars n toking. n i saw 2 shooting stars! but i din make a wish. hmm. i made it after i saw. hope it will cum true still. so glad to see shooting stars. love stars. =) after dat i played poker cards with sum others. den later kelvin christopher shijie n jasmine pei me go choose bikes for de following day's cycling expedition. cos i duno how ride so i gotta try out. after dat i went bak bunk waited for jas to bath finish b4 we slp.

7th August 04 (Sat)
we had cycling. gosh. dat experience was so horrendous. i was in extreme team which consists of all de sec 4s n mdm ayu. i was like not reali confident in riding de bike lo. cos i dun quite noe how to cycle. but i tried my best. n i was like lagging so far bak behind my team-mates. quite pathetic lo. everytime going up slope. i got no choice but to get off my bike n hike up the slope. den feel so lonely lo. cos no one to pei me tok n all. den reali is i alone cycle de lo. no one ard me or wat. cos everybody all in front of me. my team-mates din even wait for me. =x guess i was reali too slow le. den when i reach tis bridge. mt team-mates were der. they had waited for me. den dey cycled off. n siyong was left der. he said he will cycle behind me. gosh. how glad i felt at dat moment. how grateful i was. den i continue cycling. i reali feel so xin ku lo. den once. siyogn shouted to move to move aside cs got van behind. i tried to swerve but my bike went out of my control. n i fell out of de bike. dat was painful. hais. but i tried to hide my pain n de tears dat almost fell. cos i guess if i reali broke into tears. i wonder how siyong gonna react. n i dun wan be crybaby. my wound was bleeding. but not beli profusely. so i dun care abt it. n tried to continue cycling. it was painful at first. cos while cycling i have to move my legs which in turns tend to stretch de wound. hais. later on. siyong n chuntat change shift. n chuntat stayed behind me. he was nice. he tried toking to me. encouraging me. when i finally reach de destination. wa. i reali so damn glad n relieved dat i can reali burst into tears. but den i cant see sock dey all at where. so i leaned on tis stone railing n rested. den sock called out to me n i join them der. was so tired. reali exhausted. jus den. sock accidentally knocked down 2 bikes onto me. TWO bikes! piangz. i reali ji tao cry lo. den i oso no reaction. cos i have no more strength left to remove de bikes away. n adrian n sock help me to remove. den sock they all went to buy drinks but i reali dun feel like cycling over to de stall to buy drinks. so i din go. when they left i jus bend my head n tears jus fell. din realise cycling is so xin ku. i reali wan give up le lo. den later. jas came n consoled me. i felt so much better. n den i realised i had so many insects bites. reali a lot lo. all over lo. piangz. den so itchy oso. after dat i folowed jas on de way bak as sock they all taking a diff route bak to de original campsite as dat route was goign to be a touch n rocky one. all de while. jas keep cheering me on. helping me along de way. i was touched lo. so so touched. she was so encouraging. i felt so much better. gees. she's reali nice lo. when we reached. wa. so so relieved. finally it's over! all over. we den have lunch n soon proceeded bak to mainland. den me n jas went to compass to meet sze. n sze gave me my present again. she actuali made me tis card. it was all in chi! so suprising lo. cos i noe her chi beli lousy de. kekes. n she went to cut out words from magazines n paste them onto constrcution paper. reali beli sincere lo. i was truly touched. so so touched. she oso gave me 5 pig keychains. n oso tis cute cute balloon tink with winnie de pooh in it. it was so sweet. so nice of her to tot of all these. kekes. thanks loads wor. later we three went to monfort play bball. but in end nv play cos too many ppl. den at der. got tis 2 guys keep throwing stuff from de many storeys of a blk down to de bball court. even hitte sum of us sitting down der. dey threw tinks like charcoal n bamboo sticks. piangz. beli guo fen lo. den sze samantha n de ppl der were so angry. n samantha called up de police. when de police came they gave warning to de guys n de prob was solved. den later me sze n jas we went home. so tired.

12th August 04 (Thu)
i had got bak my chi olevels results. hais. it's so terrible. so so terrible. was reali upset lo. i had a b3. hais. a few of my frens tot dat i had a1 n came to scold me for not telling dem de gud news. but dey felt a little guilty when i told dem i had b3 instead. hais. reali disappointed with my poor results.

14th August 04 (Sat)
today my chi trch had treated us to a meal at a restaurant in which de name i had forgotten. i met up with jade n went der. almost lost our way. n we were late for abt 45 min lo. kekes. cos jade wan go bak home change her clothes as she has dressed too casually n she wanted to change into sumitnk a little less casual. anyway when we reached der. almost everyone was der aleli. we ordered our food. at de end of de day. de meal had costed 740+ bucks. gosh dat's so expensive. we had abt 28 ppl der. meaning abt 25+ bucks per person. later most of us went kovan. actualy wan take neoprints but de shop refuses us as they say dey wan to close aleli. but they r suppose to close at 11.45 but de time was only 11.30. bad lo they. den no choice me n jade we went home. both of us had a long chat with each other. n had said so many tinks to each other. it was fun n nice toking to her. kekes.

6th August 04 (Fri)
today i had my eng olevel oral. felt so cheating. cos mrs lee told us wateva dat was cuming out. luckily bcos of dat i felt more prepared. otherwise i guess i wun do as well as i did. gud luck to my oral den.

19th August 04 (Thu)
piangz. today mrs lee so tMd. she's a total bitch lo. kPo. scoled me for making frens with de 4t guys. walaos. dat's no business of hers for sure. she wan to probe so much for wat. kaos. so fed up with her. den say they might take advantage of me one day. n til dat day i will regret for being frens with dem. walaos. her mind always so full of such dirty stuff oni. den say de 4t guys must have bein so glad to have me as im such a useful tool to dem. f it. she's so damn sarcastic. she's so terribly biased agst dem lo. look down n depise dem so much. i tink she's worse off. her character suxs. her behaviour suxs too. she aint suit for a trch. moreover a hod. NO! no of cos!. she's not cut out to be at all. f it.
later on i had dance practice. as today was our dance audition for de trch's day. truthfully. i reali had no confidence. i was afraid we might not get into de audition at all. dat day. after my dismissal. i immediately went for dance practice n practised hard. later on. during de audition. we danced hard. gosh. i was so nervous dat i danced a few steps wrongly. after we were done with. it was xian's turn. her dance was superb. n nice. so gentle so sweet. after dat audition we were abt to go home. den huiqi told us de results. we had got in. but only de f.i.r dance. de couple dance din managed to get in. n xian's dance din either. it was saddening in both cases. i wasn't at all happy to noe f.i.r dance got in. dunoe y too. guess i was stil so fed up over mrs lee. at nites. i chatted with jingjie n sze till i cry. dunoe why. hais. these days not reali in a normal mood. can be reali crazy at times. kaiyi have witness it. but mrs lee's words have reali pierced thru me. it was hurting for sure. n i reali did tot long abt it. she's wrong for sure. but y does her words hurt me so much. n made me so upset. she's a total bitch. hated her so much.