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Friday, August 27, 2004

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din reali have a nice day. awful perhaps. dunoe oso. hais.
diary. hais. wat's wrong? i would reali like to ask. well. dunoe if im stressed up or wat so. maybe im jus imagining tinks n in a little world of my own. these days. i seems to be drifting away frm everyone. sort of. ppl may not feel it. but i can. hais. not dat i being more passive. but tinks aren't turning exactly positive for me to tink optimistically. it irks me when ppl are keeping secrets n tried to hint it off. dat's irritating. esp its sumtink i reali will wan to noe abt. but it irks me even further when ppl acted as if they understand me when they dun. de worst is. when my fren whom i reckon are my best buddies left me out. hais. many tinks to say. wondering where im suppose to start frm. so terrible. so speechless rite now. i wish to spill out everytink i wan say. all i nid most. jus a caring hand on my shoulder who belongs to my best pals. sumone who's der for me to confide in. cry with. chat with. share with. but it's difficult.
not reali in a bad mood. jus feeling moody.

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