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when i said always, i meant until time ended

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when i said i love you, i meant i had never felt what i felt for you

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Sunday, August 29, 2004

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i felt so empty inside me. a feeling of nothing in me. my heart seems to have disappeared. it seems to have fallen deep inside. i dunoe wat to say. nor react. have i over-react? wat's de meaning behind my reaction. i searched for an ans but der's no reply. i broke into tears. suddenly. i was shock myself too. why had i taken it so hard upon me? izit cos it has involved `? perhaps. jus perhaps. dat might explains my anxiety den. at least an explanation for me. i felt weird all over. a distinctive bad feeling had developed in within me. growing tronger as de hours ticked by. wat's worse has been lying ahead of me? hais. i dun wish to find out anymore. i hate liars. esp if it's my frens. hais. u shouldnt have even mention it to me at all. u got me more n more worried each day. de feeling is so overwhelming. so frustrating. i had enuff. i dun wan tok abt it anymore.

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