todAy. .
todAy. .
today woke up real late. kendrick din give me morning call. guess he forget. rushed to de bustop den met yun. den we together go sch. den today pc lesson. mrs tan revealed our emaths paper 1 marks. gosh i did reali bad lo. hais. still rmb one mistake was like forget join a line. another was 8-3=6. another was i forget to add a zero behind. gosh. all in all. jus loads of mistakes. felt rather disappointed. jus wasn't in a gud mood. den initially i oso tot sumone pon sch again ma.
anyway after dat pc lesson we had p.e. was playing softball. could see dat yun was quite upset. hais. din enjoy p.e at all. we played softball. but dat game was being modified into using a reali soft ball n has got to kick it. tried to participate in de game thou. hmm. in de end sort of enjoyed it. cos i managed to xiang kai. maybe my paper aint dat bad after all. =p cheers for me. later on recess time met kaiyi. chatted a while den i went to join yun they all. yun got cheered up after de p.e lesons.
after recess went bak class den zhang laoshi was in der. he told us ghost stories again. kekes. he's cute. rayner off de lights n zhang laoshi started de story. quite interesting initially. den amidst his story-telling i receive a msg frm kaiyi. well. dat cheered me up thou. =) so glad abt wat she has told me. den later i slept. so tired lo. when i woke up jus nice de lesson ends. n it was poa!. din get bak any tink. but she revealed to us dat yun sihui jT n linnette got distinction. congrats to dem. after dat yun was so happy. well. i jus got more disappointed. cos i was so afraid i might fail poa. hais. i reali suffered a great fall since mock. .gosh. i wonder how to keep my emotions stable during olevels. wat if de same tink dat happened during mock happen to me again during olevels? i will surely be a goner le la. hais. sianz. de more i tink de more worried i got. so much so dat i din reali tok much. suddenly seeing ppl toking so much n so happy turns me off. gosh. dat's so weird of me. hais. so i left de class n walk abt den oso found xian to retrun sum tink to her. after dat xian n sel pei me bak to class.
maths lessons le. mrs tan returned de emaths paper 2 bak to us. i got a 88%. . well. dat paper2 managed to pull up my total score for emaths to a total score of 83 %. hmm. quite alrite ba. when i receive my paper i was like quite shock. din exactly expect it. den suddenly grace called me n i turned. de smile she flashed me jus makes me feel so at ease n encouraged. i was like abt to tear. =x. dunoe y. jus feel so touched at dat incredible moment. tahnks loads grace/ =)but dat 88% doesn't seem to be a confirmed a1. cos nid at least a 88% den can. according to mrs tan. =x. so i gotta work harder. dat results did a bit in cheering me up. but aiya. dunoe. dat sense of disappointment jus lingers in me. cant get rid of dat weird feeling. after sch met up with kaiyi n she came to my hse. along de way out of sch, met sumone. after waving gudbye we left le.
at my hse. kaiyi played with my com while i studied chi. not exactly study. cos i dozed off. den after 6.30 plus den woke up. kaiyi tried several times to wake me up. but was sort of to no avail. tired.
jingjie. cheerios. dun be so upset. hmm. n-levels more impt. study hard kkie.must jiayou. other stuff u can leave it aside still =) must takecare.
hmm. tml having sci practicals. i will be in de 1st shift. wat luck!. gotta be lock in de hall till 1 p.m before we can be let off. hais. de 2nd shift is at 9 i tink n 3rd shift at 11. piangz. i wan at 3rd shift lo. reali is sianx half. =x diary. wish me luck ba. hais. oh mine. lights out. slp tites. muaks.