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ive had enuff of ya sarcasm today. dat's it. if dat prob gets any much worser. den let's nto hang out den. save all the unhappiness. save all the troubles. yea? i feel it's much better den. benefits both parties. i jus cant stand ppl accusing me for tinks ive NOT done. n i daresay it's not my fault. i din pang seh u at all. u msg me amidst my exams trying to expect a reply from me? how can?. .n u actually take a silence for a yes. couldn't u spare a tot for me? i mean like it's obviously dat i'll be going with yun they all rite? i cant possibly be always sticking with u n forgoing my other frens. how would they feel then? they would most probably feel much worst than u felt dat particular day. dun expect me to put on a i-felt-so-sorry-abt-the-other-day-pls-forgive-me face. it's gud enuff dat i had apologised for not being able to accompany u. moreover it wasn't my fault dat i couldn't accompany u. u came here on ur will. without informing me beforehand. dun blame me for my harshness. u deserve it. dun u find tis phrase of "u deserve it" familiar? well. u said it to me tis recess. u even uttered words "serves u rite" when the noodles i ate splattered sauce on my uniform.. aren't u a meanie? pardon my candidness. ive tried my best in getting myself to be normal towards u the whole day. trying to be magnanimous n forget abt wateva happen the other day. but it means. my kindness begets sarcasm. or wateva. u brought dat issue up trying to say as if i was the one at fault. asking why i could be so happy? hur~ y cant i? im a forgiving person unlike ya den. u made me fed up. real fed up on dat day. cos i noe. dat today i will certainly be confronted as to the happenings on dat sat. i wonder how many ppl u've got on ur side. but it doesn't matter. anyway true enuff. fran did it. the moment she saw me in class. "u heng ar. lucky she got us to pei her. den we had fun lo. . . ." tis sentence. i got pissed off by it. "lucky"? wat a word to use. me heng? im de unlucky one i felt. i dun care who fran is siding with. but it's obviously with u. who noes wat kind of info u've fed her with. u're jus saying ur side of story. but wat abt mine? i noe ya angry. i noe ya fed up too. but uve got urself to blame. for having to make a self confirmation dat i can surely accompany u. jus to avoid such conflicts. i jus wan say dat pls dun take my silence as consent. at least respect my decision. maybe right now dat u're reading in ya almost bursting with anger. simmer down den. now u make ur choice. frens we'll surely stay. but since we seem to be unhappy with each other n yet spent time together during recess. wun it be so miserable?. ya close with fran they all. u can get near them if u wan. ur choice.