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Friday, March 04, 2005

sjAb
sjAb

mY life has been revolving round sjab for ages. my mum kept complaining n nagging abt it.it's irks me each time we tok till tis topic.
so happie. received a letter saying dat my application for dat OTC course is successful! n im in julliet! intially i tot i wun be able to get in since i din seem to do well for dat interview by lao heng. hmm. jus glad abt it. =)
today 1st aid promotion test for sec 2 to 4s. wish dem all the best sia. =) wil be invilgilating sec 2s theory n practical test on bandaging. hmm.
aiyo. today sec 1s going to nan hua for zone orientation lo. hope they wun disappoint me n do a great job for de dance. =) rmb the cheer i taught u kkie sec 1s. =) jiayou ba! finally it's over. i wun nid to be always in a daze of my own. recaping the songs repeatedly trying to rack my brains for dance steps. haas. wish they were behave at der n not bully our mdm. =p
piangz. kept trying hard to apply the JAE tink but canot lo. the server is always busy. oMg. stayed up late till 3plus still trying to log in. but canot leh. =X fed up sia.. nvm.
darn family. i hate it. detest it. dat damn sister of mine always manage to convince my mum with those big FAT lies of hers. wth. i jus cant stand it. my sis is reali brainless lo. wakaos. going after sly till like dat. get a life. he's not even sumone u noe well. n he has EVERY reason to put on a fake self to u. u dun even noe wat's he's tinking. oh for goodness sake. jus concentrate on ur studies. it has been dropping alrite. thou mum dun say much abt ur results. cos she's totally biased. wth. i jus cant blive i'll have such a lunatic sis. u have a pea-sized brain with a lumpy body indeed. damn it. mum. jus stop ur nagging at all. u make me change my mind. make me change everytink. i hate it. stop giving sum dumb comments. n stop probing into my letters n all. i have my OWN privacy. being my mum doesn't allow u to have a share in my privacy too. jus get away. Pa. u dun even understand anytink n u come to scold off n all. tink for me can. u the most bo chap le n yet tried to act like u noe wat's going on. u dun! so stop hurting me. all of ur dun reali treat me as part of the family at all. u dun inform me as to wateva has happens. u only tell the rest of my siblings. n not me!. .the reunion dinner. when ahgong passed away. the day going to the temple.. .n many others. u have nv tell me b4. i was the last one to find out. even the maids noe it b4 me. how would i feel..? for sure i would feel out of my family. nutty family. i hate it. i tot i wouldn't cry for any matter regarding tis damn family. but. .i cried each single time. stop tagging me. leave me alone.

~ { 10:45 AM }
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