guess waT!!!! derrick's in!!!! *hoorrayyss. =D so damn excited abt it for him. he's jus so fantastic, incredibly fabulous! =p love him to bits n pieces. muahahas. if only he's in tp.!! haas. too bad he's in np, where yun has the one in so many many chances to meet him. =Xxx. haas. wadever. im satisfied jus watching him frm afar. xp a silent supporter. LOLs.

hmm. i feel dat actually hagen is not a bad guy either. he's rather talented sia. noe dancing, composing n singing. all rounders lo. =) plus he seems nice too. hmm jiayou ba*

oh ya. cried when saw chanel's end speech. it's so encouraging. she said she's not like others who treat tis experience as beautiful memories, instead she treat them as a lesson learnt. could see that she reali put in her 101% into all her performances n dat she reali yearns to stand out in tis competition. but.. hais. her speech is indeed touching sia. =Xx. made me realise quite a few tinks too. i guess it has been an ardous journey on her. *u can do it all the bext chanel! =]

bak to poly life. =Xx gosh. ever wondered how much my workload is rite now? the projects work are in fact piling up each day! =Xx but i jus had no idea where to get started. even if ive got a headstart, sumtimes i do wonder to myself if im on the rite track. it's so tedious! so tiring everydayy. everynite, on an average my class ppl usuall slps at 2 to 3 plus, only to wake up the next morning at 6 plus to 7 plus. with a mere 4 hr slping time, it's definitely not enuff!!! =Xx sickO projects. i wish it's ending...endinggg..
oh ya.
hais.
diary. drag me out frm tis mess. i hate it. im dreading it.