how did tinks get so wrong within jus one nite.
why do tinks always turn out so wrong.
i tried to give in le.
n now.
wads all the crap abt give n take in a relationship.

is it my fault? or his?
shi wo tai ren xing ma.
or am i too naive.

im so sick n tired of all the blatant apologies.
which doesn't mean anytink at all.
again n again.
the same tink repeat.
wad for apologise den.

y is ur patience span so short.
while mine too den.
u had ur temper.
i had mine too.

nv for the past 3 plus months.
did i have that hateful thought.
the hateful, detestable thought.
the thought of breaking up.

wld dat be better for both of us.
i dun wan hear the ans.
cos i dun wan to.
i felt so desperate.
desperate for some console.
some comforting.

can someone help me pls.

im tearing apart.
the pain.
the sadness.
i cldnt bear it anymore.

i wish to leave.
leave tis place.
leave everyone.
get to a lala land.
where it's worry-free.
perhaps dats where i belong to.
the place i'll be.
the place i'll ever be.

urgh.
can sumone burst that horrible black bubble.
prick that hateful thought away.
im not going to tink abt it anymore.
no. no. no.

dats not the way to solve prob jan.
jan no more tears alrite.

no matter how much excuses i tried to find for him.
find for me.
it doesn't make a difference.
my tears jus kept on rolling down.
im sick of crying.
tired of weeping.
4 to 5 full hrs of crying.
im tired.
exhausted.
depressed.

totally depressed.
i nid someone.
someone to walk me out of this blue world.
it was supposed to be u.
but. it seems u walk me deeper into dat blue world.
or do i have to walk it out myself.
alone.