i felt i had a horrid day.
damn horrible.
lost my hp JUST YTD
lost all my contacts
wad the hell.
alot of minor suay stuff
im having my sub paper tml
n now
i had a tiff with him yet AGAIN
i reali dun wan fail my paper.
i dun wan retake my subject
i failed my paper the other bcos i quarrel with him oso.
i dun wish history to repeat
i dunoe y.
am i too sensitive?
or too xiaoqi?
or wad?
problems lies with me?
u?
or both of us?
hais.
im jus so upset
y cant u jus say sumtink.
y dun u dare speak up when im in a bad mood.
or u dunoe im in a bad mood.
i jus lost my hp.
i jus had a tiff with u.
im like
so damn frustrated
but..
u dun seem to understand me
or do i have to be the one
i alreadi give in le
but.
it doesnt seem to work.
y not..
or is it bcos of ur jealousy?
of maple?
wadeva.
im jus utterly disappoitned.
i alreadi tried my best
but y din u try tomake the first move
i dun tink anyone understand wad im feeling now
i felt so lost
so sad
so pointless
so no mood to study
yet again
im online le.
i wish to tell u
im online le.
but y din u come look for me.
cant u jus msn me
say sumtink nice
n everytink's gonna be fine.
yea
u finally msn me
at least my effort pays off
but
u din bother to call me
i absolutely moodless rite now
u reali cant sense my unhappiness?
my sadness?
i jus nid u to pacify me.
but u say u dunoe
i oso dunoe y u dunoe.
wun noe.
nv noe.