6 days has passed.
all i felt was.
hurt n more hurt.

i reali dunoe how to deal with u anymore.
ive given up.
i'll jus let u be wad u wanna be.

suddenly i felt im a toy.
when u like,
u'll hug me tight in ur arms
n never let go.
but when u're sick of it.
u jus throw me away.
n chuck me aside.
dun even bother on giving a second look.

wad hurts me most
isn't when u say u lost ur feelings for me.
yes. dat hurts.
but it's worse.
worse when u say we can only be frens.
no mroe than frens.
n yet u seem to avoid me.
seem to detest me.
n so dat's how u treat frens.

i can feel the barrier in between us suddenly.
a barrier that has nv been there b4.
but u hv gradually built it.
built it way too high for me to overcome it.

ive tried.
i reali tried.
n im tired now.

i'll listen to u.
reali listen to u.
frens.
yes. frens.
dat'll be wad we will be.
no more than dat.

dun regret.
jus dun regret my dear.
cos u reali hurt me deep tis time.
real deep.
it'll take more than jus honeyed words
to get me bak the next time
had u decided to change ur mind.

but still.
i do love u.
i do.