7am in the morn.
n i jus cant slp at all.

ger.
jus wan to let u noe.
ive been thru wad u've been thru with ur parents.
perhaps even more.
cos both my parents hit me.
not only my dad.
my mum does too.
but in ur case.
ur mum's willing to protect u.
she may sound fierce n keep scolding u
but dats the way she express out her feelings.
cos u noe y.
parents dun wanna lose face in front of their kids.
they jus wan to show who's in power.
they'll nv wan to show their soft side in front of u.
unless u can can convince ur parents.
convince them u're matured enuf.
u noe wad u're doing.
n u must try to understand their feelings.
cos i jus did.

to every parents.
their child is their life.
reali.
tis is reali true.
they'll protect u no matter wad.
n nv will harm u.

wad u're wrong at.
is u din listen to ur mum
to go home early.
probably u din even inform them.
but only ur sis.
probably u oni inform them at the last minute.

bcos of tis.
ur mum will surely be worried.
she's worried sumone might abduct u.
worried sum bad guys might be lurking ard.
she's reali worried.
i can see.
she cares for u.
not dun trust u.
dun tink it dat way.

im like u in the past.
i'll jus ignore their calls.
n sms my sis.
otherwise i'll keep wishing to run away frm home.
n i almost did a few times.

i can understand how u feel.
cos it seems they're controlling u.
controlling u so much when u're alreadi 18.
n u tot u can tink for urself n all.
cos i was the same.
n i simply hate them.
hate them to the core.

but now.
tinks has changed.
i've learned to understand my parents' feelings n their situation.
each time b4 i do anytink.
i'll tink of them 1st
i'll inform them of anytink still.

iif i have to be home late.
i'll inform them 1st.
b4 they call me up.
to let them noe im fine.
n oki with frens like ur.
but if she reali wan me to be home.
i'll listen.
i'll give in.
n be home like she said.
cos i respect her now.
we'll give n take at times.
n i blive it's better tis way.

probably u shld try.
try to understand dem a lil bit more.
rather than keep tinking of the bad tinks.
dun compare them with other parents.
cos each parent is individual.
they have their own ways n methods to care n protect u.
u'll noe it one day.
i always used to grumble abt my parents.
complaining y cant they be like sel's parents.
who will give her so much freedom n all.
but now i understand.
i reali understand.
n have been tinking how foolish i was to tink tis way.
=]
ive learnt.
probably learnt the hard way.
cos i realised.
no matter wad happens.
u'll nv lose ur family support.
reali.
family is ur everytink.
they'll definitely stand by u no matter wad happens.
ive finally come to understand it.
n im glad i did.
i blive it's jus part n parcel of growing up.
u'll understand ur parents' ku xin one day.
u will de.
cos i noe u have a caring mum.
a super caring mum.
n she'll try her best not to let u be harmed.
takecare of her, my dear.