am i being silly?
being too foolish?
being too stupid?
im not.
i noe im not.
im jus too lost in love.
i guess.

does it mean we only be jus frens?
n dat we'll nv be together again.
u'll nv love me again.
n dat u wldnt even try loving me again.

i hate the present me.
having to cry myself to slp everynite.
having to keep lying to myself u still love me.
is it worth it?
the qns suddenly formed in my mind.
it's not worth crying over a cry who doesnt love me anymore.
but to me.
it's worth it when i cry over a guy i love the most.
it's worth it.

i will try my best.
try my best to treat u as my fren.
till the day u'll accept me again.
love me again.
i'll wait for the day.
i noe i'll wait.
i noe the day will come.
i love u dear.
truly frm my heart.

jus promise me one tink.
dun love me cos u feel touched.
cos u dun wan to hurt me.
or dun wan to see me suffer.
cos dat'll only hurt me more.
say u love me.
cos u reali do.
say u love me.
cos u wan to protect me.
care for me.
say u love me.
only frm the bottom of ur heart.
otherwise.
dun say it.
dun say it.

i dunoe how to carry on a life without u.
i reali dunoe how to tide this through.
im reali lost.
but i hope my frens will help me.
it'll be hard,
but i still blive i can do it.
i cant stop loving u.
but at least the hurt will slowly fade away.
i hope.

meanwhile.
u'll have to takecare.
reali takecare.
dun make ur mum worry by not replying her sms.
she cares for u.
dun forget to have ur meals daily.
dun forget to bring ur hp out to work when u leave home.
cos u often forget.
dun be lazy to change ur bedsheets too k.
n dun forget me.
u'll have to rmb me.
i'll be hapie enuf.
hapie enuf to noe ive left footprints in ur heart.