cant blive it.
im feeling upset again.
=x
sad to the point whereby i can cry suddenly.
i reali dunoe y im so unhappy.
every small lil tink dat happens can make me tear alreadi.
where has my happy side gone to?
i reali wonder.
i wanted so much to be close to my frens.
but i dun tink my efforts were seen.
it's not dat i dun wan to keep in contact.
i oso duno.
i reali nv forget all my frens.
instead i miss them alot.
reali alot alot.
probably the perception of me being a busy ger
stop them frm asking me out.
stop them frm giving me a call for a chat.
stop them frm contacting me often.
everytink jus dun seem to go my way.
not jus today
but for quite some time.
i cant seem to sort out my tots.
all i have is my diary.
my online blog.
n my bear.