i reali miss u.
miss u alot alot.
mish u so much so much.
wanted so much to see u.
hug u.
hold ur hands.
im strugglin with my heart n mind now.
my heart wans me to contact u.
dying to hear ur voice.
receive an sms frm u.
but my mind objects.
im feeling so terrible now.
shld i?
will smsing u be a right choice?
or will it bring u closer to me only as a fren.
since u oni allow me to chat with u as a fren.
i dunnoe.
the feeling is terrible.
im felt im abt to break down.
yet again.
each time my hp beeps.
my hp rings.
i'll always be hoping.
praying.
dat it'll be u.
it'll be u smsing me.
calling me.
saying u love me.
saying u wan to be with me.
saying u'll woo me.
it'll happen.
i blive it'll happen.
i can wait.
jan, u can wait.
blive in urself.
blive in ur instincts.
follow ur heart.
n i noe i will.