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Thursday, June 22, 2006


suddenly i jus cldnt smile.
i jus cldnt stop tinking of him.
the moment im awake
he jus completely filled my mind again.
i kept sobbing.
it's an uncontrollable feeling.
reali.
i jus cant describe how upset i am.
how hurt i felt.
ive nv felt a heartache like tis b4.

ive wish to blive in u.
blive in our love we once had.
but subconsciously.
my mind seems to tell me to back off.
let u go.
n forget abt being with u b4.
but i noe i cldnt.
the love is still going on strong in my heart.
but only in mine.
n urs jus died down.
u made me lose wadeva confidence i had in me.
n now im afraid.
reali afraid.

i wan to make u fall in love with me again.
it's possible isn't it?
given time, n my effort.
but it'll be hard on me.

i dun wan lose u.
reali dun wan dear.
i dun wan.

i wanted to hate u for being like tis.
wanted to hate u for cheating me.
for lying to me when u say u love me.
wanted to give u a tight slap.
cos u gu fu le wo.
but i cant bring myself to do these.
i simply jus cant.
cos im still lost in love.

~ { 1:08 PM }
reflections of you and me;