a week has paassed.
but ur attitude to me has changed.
changed for the worse.

din u said u'll let me meet u.
din u say i cld meet u.
i wun do anytink else.
all i wanted to do.
is to pass u the present personally.
dat's all i wan to do.
jus simply dat wish.

u promised me.
u said.

but now..
y start to ignore me again.
ive reali tried to control myself alot.
by not picking up the phone n dial ur number
by not smsing u msges u wldnt wan to see.
i've reali tried.
n cut down to abt 2 calls n sms each day

even a short reply frm u
means alot more to me.
at least im happier.

i love u alot.
love u so much.
n yet u treat me tis way.
dat im starting to have a tinge in hate amidst my love for u.

it's hurtful.
reali hurtful.

u lose out more by breaking up with me
u noe y?
cos u lost sumone whom reali love u.

even so.
i guess u wldnt care at all.


i wish i hate u so much.
dat i dun love u anymroe.
but the feeling jus din go off.

it's staying strong deep down.

i hate the feeling of waking up every monring.
to be in tears first tink in the morning.
realising u're not here with me.
n u're ignoring me once again.

dun i mean a wee bit of thing to u?
have u reali totally forgotten abt my existence?
have u reali totally pushed me out of ur heart?

ive never knew forever love.
till i met u.
till i noe u.
u made me blive in forever love.
n now..
my world jus crushed.

today will be a tough day.
ur bday tml.
but u broke ur promise.
n dun seem to wan meet me for the present.
so i guess.
i'll wait.
wait for u to return home.
im jus so afraid i'll wait for u till i totally give up.

dardar.
dun leave me alone.
dun.
i reali nid u.
nid u by my side.

din u say im ur superwoman?
u said. u promised.

or is it jus another empty promise?

r guys all liars?
they dun mean wad they say?
wads all the crap abt endless loving u told me abt?

y am i so dumb.
so dumb to blive.
so dumb to do all these tinks for u.
so dumb to lend u money when u ignore me.
so dumb so dumb.
cos i love u.
n i cant help it.