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Saturday, June 17, 2006


y doesnt he ever when im upset
y doesnt he feel the pain
the hurt i felt.
y couldnt he understand how much i reali nid him
how much i nid his love
his care
his security
i felt ive lost them
i felt.
it's no longer the love i once had
the care i was once showered with
the security dat surrounded me.
it's different

u wanted a girl
a girl who's independent
understanding
matured

i admit im not independent
n dat's the way i am
the way i am ever since u noe me
since u were with me
since ive lost my family.
lost my kinship.

cldnt i depend on u.
cldnt i lean on u
cldnt i ?
cldnt i ?

i dunoe y.
im just feeling so lost.
so damn lost
i cldnt find any directions at all.
none.
im like stuck in a world
n being blindfolded.

~ { 4:12 AM }
reflections of you and me;