y doesnt he ever when im upset
y doesnt he feel the pain
the hurt i felt.
y couldnt he understand how much i reali nid him
how much i nid his love
his care
his security
i felt ive lost them
i felt.
it's no longer the love i once had
the care i was once showered with
the security dat surrounded me.
it's different
u wanted a girl
a girl who's independent
understanding
matured
i admit im not independent
n dat's the way i am
the way i am ever since u noe me
since u were with me
since ive lost my family.
lost my kinship.
cldnt i depend on u.
cldnt i lean on u
cldnt i ?
cldnt i ?
i dunoe y.
im just feeling so lost.
so damn lost
i cldnt find any directions at all.
none.
im like stuck in a world
n being blindfolded.