fuck off la.
u r an absolute pest.
such a bitch.

im sick n u scold me.
wad kinda mum.

u look down on him
but have u tot abt urself.
u din study much either.

at least here he is trying hard to work.
n there u r.
slacking ard daily.
not finding a proper job.
resorting to such underhand means to gain.
wad the fuck.

u r much worse.
so much worse.
dun despise him when u urself aren't any better.

if u're looking for a capable son-in-law
someone who's a doctor, lawyer
who earns millions n billions of money.
den disown me la.
i dun give a damn anyway.

u are jus afraid.
fearing other people
be it frens or relatives
might laugh at u.
laugh at u for having such a son-in-law.
u love face.
dun u?
jus disown me
it'll save u sum face den.
cos to u.
i bring nothing but shame to u.

u branded him 'useless'
wad the hell.
is not having an olevel cert dat useless?
u dun have either k.
is having a job working at nite useless?
u dun even have a job now.
im wondering.
whose the useless one.

i had enuf from u
enuf frm tis sucky family.
it's an absolute terror place.
a living hell.

i wish to be 21 soon
n leave tis ratty place.
far frm u n everyone.

crazy bitch.
i hate it when u look down on him.
esp when u r not any better.
i wish to give u 2 tight slaps.
for all the sufferings i had undergone.
for all the unspoken miseries i had bottled up.
and.
I DESPISE U!

it's enuf.
way enuf.
i wanna leave.

I hate u.
u're too confident of urself.
u aren't a good mum at all.
a horrid one to be exact.
a bitchy one indeed.
all talk no action.
dat has always been ur way.

threatening doesn't work anymore.
if u gave me a choice
i wld leave u
my choice will nv be u.
it will nv be.
nv ever be.

it's as if ive always grown up as an orphan
sumone without a mum.
without a proper family.
im detesting tis life of mine.
hating tis life of being under the same roof as u.
spoil my life.
spoil my mood daily.
is tis how a mum shld be.
y not jus admit.
u're a failure.
y must u always be in the light
while im under the dark.
y are u always right.
while im forever in the wrong.
are u reali always right?
u aren't.

jus when i tot of building a better relationship with u.
u started all these.
all these crap.
all these rubbish.
all these bitchy talks.
stop it man.

im sick n tired of u.
im wishing u'll jus disappear in a whisk of smoke.
jus get lost la.
u're simply getting on my nerves.
i pray u'll be muted for the rest of ur life.
feel so much like wrenching ur head out of ur neck at times.
felt like ripping ur heart n check if it's coloured black.

wtf.
u r so damn not understanding.
i dun wanna have ur blood run in me at all.
it's simply an insult.
i need a blood transfusion quick.
rid me of these bad blood.

im evil.
im cruel.
im bad.
wadeva.
but im only tis way to u.
haven u damn realise it.
u dun deserve me being good to.
caring to.
not at all.
even the ants deserve my better attention.
u mean nth to me.
jus an annoying bitch.
an irritating fly.

3 more years to go.
den i'll be free.
free frm tis locked up room.
free frm tis fucked up place.
free frm the bitchy talks.
i hate it.
have always hated u.

get outta my life.