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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

if u were right in front of me this very moment.

i'll giv u a tight slap. cos dats wad u deserve for making me so damn worried. damn upset. damn disappointed in u. causing me 19 sleepless nights till today. nights without u by my side. days without being together with u. hours i cried bcos of u. heart breaking times cos of u. days that seems to drag on an eternity. wadeva it is. u shattered my heart. im hating u. hating u so much. where de hell did u get dat powerful force in me to cause my world to be so upside down. how did u ever manage to gain so much control in me. every single action u made. every word u say. pierce right into my heart. and affect my mood as quick as a click of the fingers. im so paranoid. why why why! all bcos of only u. theres absolutely no assurance from u at all. u made me feel so lost. what have u done to me. cast a spell or wadeva. why does my world have to revolve round only u. wads the power in within. was dat power wad u called love?

if u were right in front of me this very moment.

only if. i doubt i'll give u dat slap.
i'll probably jump to u and deliver a big bone-crushing hug, with tears pouring down my flushed cheeks, hair dishivelled, looking al so unproper n ugly. nothing will matter to me at all except u only.

~ { 1:02 AM }
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