guys, if a girl cries because of you,
please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

guys, if a girl cries because of you,
please don't give her up,
maybe because of your decision, you'd ruin her life.

when she cries right in front of you,
when she cries because of you,
look into her eyes,
can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?

think.which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,
in front of you, and because of you?
she cries not because she is weak,
she cries not beacuse she wants sympathy or pity,
she cries,
because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt, and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

guys, think about it.
if a girl cries her heart out to you,
and all because of you,
it's time to look back on what you've have done,
only you will know the answer to it.
do consider it.
because one day,
it may be too late for regrets,
it may be too late to say "i'm sorry".

dun break my walls when ive painstakingly build them ard me frm u.
dun soften my heart like u wld do so in de past.
dun crush my world n den try walking in to see how i was without u.

wad for read my blog.
an activity u nv seem interested enuf to do so.
wad for noe how i am going on now without u.
sumtink i thought u wldnt care less abt.
wad for understand how i was feeling.
it's feelings u'll nv get to understand.

each time i tried to settle my feelings.
u arouse them again.
dun tarnish my world.
dun fill me up with hopes.
n prick them one by one.

xiang tong le.
ye jin liang fang kai le.
dan yuan ni wo pi ci dou neng xin fu.
bu yao zai dui zhe fen ai qing bao zhe ren he qian gua le.

im still missing u
cld almost feel ur warm hands
wrapped round me.

making me teared once more
realising it's jus my imagination again.

happy bday cz.
happy bday my dear fren.

had a lousy ending to ur bday party.
all boils down to my fault.
sorie abt it.

im cldnt help struggling with my feelings.
jus feeling so damn down.
every little tink jus pisses me off.

walked off to get de cake.
but ur made aaron followed me.
guess i was more pissed than touched.

seems like i jus cant get a moment of peace or privacy

almost mistook him for him
almost wanted to fall into his arms n cry a big deal
almost wanted to..

luckily my mind wasnt too clouded by my dark thoughts

had a pool game after dinner.
paired up with him again.
suddenly wishing yun cld tok to me more
wishing u girls cld chat with me like usual.
wishing u guys to stop pairing us up.
my plight was nv understood.

pissed by my horrid game
wished u cld hv scolded me when i had those lousy hits.
like usual.
walked off into de toilet to cool down.
guess im taking tinks in de hard way.
strolled down to plaza
n took a walk.
wanted to take a breather very badly.

it's as if my feelings were engaging in a furious war
my mood was dat damn down
simply cldnt get those feelings settled.
why.
of all times to mood swing at such a time

u called at tis time.
went out to look for me.
with yun.
dat look on yun
i broke down almost immediately

suddenly thoughts of hatred were fired at him
u made me blive in u.
trust in u.
but now u left me here all alone
left me behind while u walk straight on
making promises u noe u nv cld keep dem
its love n hate

almost everywhere i go.
i cld imagine scenes of us
picturing very vividly

im feeling soweird
feeling so damn up with myself.
y do u ever make ur way up so high in my heart
how did u manage to get my heart so flustered each time i tot of u
when does my feelings have to be so down bcos of u
i dun wanna be manipulated by thoguht of u
by images of u.
by pictures of u
u r leaving.
leaving out of my world.
begone my dear-ed.

i cant bear de distance.
cant bear not contacting u.
cant bear losing u.

still missing u so much everyday.
be it happy or upset.
images of us float past.
reminding me of de wonderful times.

is it reali over
i jus cant accept it
jus cant blive it

sumhow i hate de present me
strong as it looks
fragile as it is

almost succumb to my urge
de urge to contatc u.
give u a ring
send an sms

wishing somehow
someday
my phone will ring
n it'll be u
whose sms caught my attention
whose calls made my day

i reali wish u were here b4 me
i wanted dat one more hug
dat one more kiss
n dat touch on my face again

darling.
dun u miss me too

wipe ur tears jan.
u'll get over it.
hugs.

M2M - Love Left For Me
M2M - Love Left For Me

You just said the worst thing you could ever say
Well, I don't understand why it just can't be this way
I'm crying because of you

Oh I hate, yes I hate all your lies
I'm so scared
And I fear what I see in your eyes
But I hope, and I dream, and I wish, and I pray
That you have some love left for me
Do you have some love left for me?

You just did the worst thing you could ever do to me
Well, I don't understand why and I cannot see
That it's hurting because of you

im missing u again darling.
totally depressed.
felt so enclosed in a dark room.

i nid someone.
someone to walk me out of this dark room.
it was supposed to be u.
but.
it seems u walk me deeper into dat dark room.

or do i have to walk it out myself.
all alone.
jus like wad i had.

maybe u had enuf of me.
maybe u r frustrated with me.
maybe u r fed up with me.
maybe u tink i wanted too much.
expected too much.
but when all i wan is a loving heart?
n sum hugs?

all i ever nid in the world is ur hug.
jus ur hug.
havent u ever realised how much wonders ur hug can do.

ur hug can heal my wounds.
dissolve my sadness.
ur hug is almost magical.
havent u realised dat.

but u dumped me without second thoughts.
u broke my heart without much hesitation.
u walk off without looking bak.
is tis de real u?

uve done tis 4 times my dear.
i held u bak 3 times.
held u bak again de 4th time.
but no more.
no longer am i gg to do it.
i dun wanna be silly.

i will forget u.
i must forget u.
no longer am i gonna let u control me.
n let images of u control my feelings.
im not.
i'll grow out of ur world.
step out off u.
cos u'll nv treasure me.

''a light in de dark.
there were ur hands reaching out for me.
but i jus cldnt reach.''
u told me.
wads de point anyway.
u're jus hurting me further.
making me cry worse.

a week approaching.
yet i din feel any better.

It is wrong to think that love comes from long companionship and persevering courtship. Love is the offspring of spiritual affinity and unless that affinity is created in a moment, it will not be created for years or even generations.

Love is a language spoken by everyone, but understood only by a heart.

u picked me up when i fell
kissed me when im down
hugged me when im lost
cuddled me when we slp

i miss ur hugs
ur kisses
ur cuddles
ur sweet-for-nothing talks
ur caresses n touch

its in me.
all in me.
let it go jan.
walk out of tis life.
breathe in hard
take a step.

我伪装着,不露痕迹的
想在你身边,静静的陪着看着天边
骑着单车.往前行进着
某个路口.爱在等着
你往前走.不回头看了
记忆的笑脸.缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得.让你孤单单的
我爱你的.心牵挂着
一直想跟你说.幸福不再溜走
在下一个路口幸福哭着说
心不再拼命跺.不去害怕结果
下个路口你会看见爱.有美丽笑容

爱转角遇见了谁.是否不让你流泪
爱转角以后的街.能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁.是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解.让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪.不让你掉眼泪
现在永远.你就是我.就是我的美

心不再拼命跺.不去害怕结果
假设有个以后.你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口.你会看见爱.有美丽笑容

爱转角遇见了谁.是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街.能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁.是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解.让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪.不让你掉眼泪
现在永远.你就是我.就是我的美

爱转角遇见了谁.是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街.能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁.是否不让你流泪
将寂寞孤单作陪.让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪.不让你掉眼泪
现在永远.你就是我.就是我的美

散步是最近的馀兴节目
看着我的心跟无聊去远足
你不属于我了　
我才看清楚
爱情离开了之后
孤单跑过来的速度
你不属于我了　
我没有哭
我知道　我可以恢复
也许在不知名的一个远处
也许用不服输的一种角度
我不再孤独

i wish im stronger than b4.
not a pretended front.

i hate the weaker me.
so stop crying n pouting my dear.
its irritating.

u'll nv understand the agony im feeling.
the immense hurt u delivered.
de sense of lost.
de sense of an unforgetable love.
how big an impact ur little actions does.

nope jan.
ya great.
ya fine.
its oki. its reali oki.
time will fade those hurts.
time will heal.
u grow to learn.
grow to accept.

is dat wad love reali meant.
i felt im silly.
or are u de evil one.
y cant u treasure me.
y do u always resort to breakup.
ur mum said.
'y do youngster always so easily break up'
i wish to tell her.
its u.
u nv wanted to solve problems.
nv wanted to tok tinks out.
i trust u.
but sumtimes.
u gotta gain my trust in tinks too.
ur promises were nv meant to be.
jus made to be broken only.

wishing for sumone to hug me tight
wishing for a hug to cry upon on.
wishing for tearless nites.
wishing for drinking sessions.
wishing for u to be bak with me.
wishing these will end.
alrite.
wishing i can stick to my decision.
wishing my heart wun soften.
wishing i wun follow my heart.
wishing there's sum logic in me.
still.
i wish i can hug u.
cry on u.
just a tight hug.

stop being silly
my dear ger.
dun shame urself.
have ur own pride.
dun crush ur pride.
stand upright
walk straight.
straight ahead.

i felt so crushed.
its you again.
yes.
i wish i cld suffer frm loss of memory.

dat'll be better.

the darkest fears engulfed me.
the horrible nitemares haunt me nite after nite.
my heart aches for u.
the heartaches kept persisting.
the tears kept falling.
the saddest thoughts kept racing thru my mind.
my vision blurred.

has my nitemare came thru?

its de 4th time im hearing tis.
'i wanna be alone'

it's de umpteen time u broke ur promises.
but i dun care.

so long u treasure me still.
so long u love me still.
all tinks cld be solved.
was dat naive?
i dun tink so.

its ur toughness
ur so called mature tinking dat leds to tis situation.
ur damn ego.

u caused me terrible hurt u promised u wun do again
u caused me sobs where de tears nv seemed to stop

its gone my dear.
jus by wad u jus said.
wad u jus given up.

there will nv be a nxt time.
i noe it deep down.
i wldnt wan to have u when u dumped me so cruelly 4 times.

u caused me hurt dat no one in de world can
u make me cry an ocean for u by breaking my heart
u make me love u so much. yet dump me aside time after time.

all thanks to u.
i learnt to be stronger.
thanks to u my darling.
i learnt lots frm u.
yes. u r great
u r fabulous.
during de times u treasured me loved me cared for me.
the times we shared were de happiest moments in my life.
amidst de frequent quarrels we had.
we were still good to each other.
guess de good times are over.

i reali love u my dear darling.
u dun regret ur decision.
hur.
sounds like i shld rmeind myself too.
last hugs n kisses.
make it a virtual one den.
cos de last hug we had were when u left spore.
de last reluctant tug on u when u left.
the last sweetest kiss we had before bidding a goodbye
n hope to see u soon kiss.

alas.
i found my strength within me.
a strength dat picked me up frm where i fell.
n to walk out of de life dat was once filled with u.
im proud of myself.
im proud.
i wish i was proud.

i broke down yet again.
the tears jus welled up in my eyes n fall.

the instant thought kept harping in me
is tis reali gg to be over?
when is all tis hurting gonna last.
i totally give in.
totally.

all im hoping for.
is jus a simple reply frm u.
to let me noe.
im still in ur heart.
im still in ur mind.

unless ive left ur heart.
den the reply frm u might be redundent.
well.
i shall take my leave too den.

let's see.
by end of de day..

my heart aches with every passing second.
crys with every passing minute.

y are u doing tis to me.
din i give in alreadi.
i nv wanted all of tis.

its not entirely my fault.
not entirely urs either.
it's both our fault.

stop doing tis hurt to me baby.
stop tis ignorance.
stop feigning my non-existance.

dun make me lose my last ounce of strength
my last strength of hope for tis relationship.
dun make my mind wander abt.
secure me wun u.
i dun wanna lose u darling.

im feeling so vulnerable.

if ive a fairy godmother by me.
im just wishing for all tis to stop.

i guess im stronger now
stronger than before
all thanks to de training i had frm u

yes. sense dat sarasm.
i meant it.

'at least i hv de heart to say goodnite.'
wad crap.
if i dun hv de heart.
i wldnt hv tried getting u bak when u dumped me 3 times.
if i dun hv de heart.
i wld hv dumped u way long ago.
if i dun hv de heart.
i wldnt even bother to sms u. wld hv run off sum other better guys.
n der u r.
saying i din hv the heart.
how horrid.

i hate walking off silently in de nite
crying softly to myself
hanging on to my only hope
dat tinks will be fine soon
i explained tinks to u
but u dun seem to take dem in.
r u jus simply too egoistic or wad.
do i always hv to bow my head so low
even if its not my fault
jus to make u happy again
aint dat sadistic
aint dat selfish.

u nv seem to understand
how deep u had hurt me
u scarred me.
making dat nitemare haunt me again n again.
causing me sleepless nites ever so often
causing me to cry in my sleep
or even before i sleep

stop tis baby.
i love u.
u noe it.
dun make me lose all hope.

'wads wrong now'
i wish to shout tis in ur face.
probably given u a few shakes n push.
im totally fed up with u.
upset with u.
utterly disappointed in u.

its not de first time.

are u a maniac.
deriving joy frm hurting me.
disappointing me.

wads de point of apologising when u noe it frm de start u shldnt hv done.
wad does sorry means to u.
does it even mean anytink to u.

wheres the trust i had painstakingly built up between us two.
in between my months of sobbing
tears of hurt
bawling out loud frm sadness
is our love reali dat vulnerable.

u said im different now
wad abt u.
who's reali de different one
how do u wan me to react to tis kinda attitude

y do u always hurt me
n end up i hv to pacify u
comfort u
console u in de end

is tis how u shld realli treat me
ask urself
do i reali deserve tis kinda attitude or treatment frm u
im ur baobei u noe
im ur baobei

y do u break my heart again n again
y hurt me again n again
y ignore me again n again
y avoid me again n again
y apologise to me again n again

i can feel de distance between us again
de distance which i tried so hard to pull close before.
was it reali all dat true
a broken glass couldnt be pieced bak together.

all i wanted was to be the one closest to u
yet u made me feel
im de last person u'll ever wan to be close to

do u reali love me.
am i doubting u or myself.
im clueless

are we breaking apart again.