i guess im stronger now
stronger than before
all thanks to de training i had frm u
yes. sense dat sarasm.
i meant it.
'at least i hv de heart to say goodnite.'
wad crap.
if i dun hv de heart.
i wldnt hv tried getting u bak when u dumped me 3 times.
if i dun hv de heart.
i wld hv dumped u way long ago.
if i dun hv de heart.
i wldnt even bother to sms u. wld hv run off sum other better guys.
n der u r.
saying i din hv the heart.
how horrid.
i hate walking off silently in de nite
crying softly to myself
hanging on to my only hope
dat tinks will be fine soon
i explained tinks to u
but u dun seem to take dem in.
r u jus simply too egoistic or wad.
do i always hv to bow my head so low
even if its not my fault
jus to make u happy again
aint dat sadistic
aint dat selfish.
u nv seem to understand
how deep u had hurt me
u scarred me.
making dat nitemare haunt me again n again.
causing me sleepless nites ever so often
causing me to cry in my sleep
or even before i sleep
stop tis baby.
i love u.
u noe it.
dun make me lose all hope.