i hate the weaker me.
so stop crying n pouting my dear.
its irritating.

u'll nv understand the agony im feeling.
the immense hurt u delivered.
de sense of lost.
de sense of an unforgetable love.
how big an impact ur little actions does.

nope jan.
ya great.
ya fine.
its oki. its reali oki.
time will fade those hurts.
time will heal.
u grow to learn.
grow to accept.

is dat wad love reali meant.
i felt im silly.
or are u de evil one.
y cant u treasure me.
y do u always resort to breakup.
ur mum said.
'y do youngster always so easily break up'
i wish to tell her.
its u.
u nv wanted to solve problems.
nv wanted to tok tinks out.
i trust u.
but sumtimes.
u gotta gain my trust in tinks too.
ur promises were nv meant to be.
jus made to be broken only.

wishing for sumone to hug me tight
wishing for a hug to cry upon on.
wishing for tearless nites.
wishing for drinking sessions.
wishing for u to be bak with me.
wishing these will end.
alrite.
wishing i can stick to my decision.
wishing my heart wun soften.
wishing i wun follow my heart.
wishing there's sum logic in me.
still.
i wish i can hug u.
cry on u.
just a tight hug.