im missing u again darling.
totally depressed.
felt so enclosed in a dark room.

i nid someone.
someone to walk me out of this dark room.
it was supposed to be u.
but.
it seems u walk me deeper into dat dark room.

or do i have to walk it out myself.
all alone.
jus like wad i had.

maybe u had enuf of me.
maybe u r frustrated with me.
maybe u r fed up with me.
maybe u tink i wanted too much.
expected too much.
but when all i wan is a loving heart?
n sum hugs?

all i ever nid in the world is ur hug.
jus ur hug.
havent u ever realised how much wonders ur hug can do.

ur hug can heal my wounds.
dissolve my sadness.
ur hug is almost magical.
havent u realised dat.

but u dumped me without second thoughts.
u broke my heart without much hesitation.
u walk off without looking bak.
is tis de real u?

uve done tis 4 times my dear.
i held u bak 3 times.
held u bak again de 4th time.
but no more.
no longer am i gg to do it.
i dun wanna be silly.

i will forget u.
i must forget u.
no longer am i gonna let u control me.
n let images of u control my feelings.
im not.
i'll grow out of ur world.
step out off u.
cos u'll nv treasure me.

''a light in de dark.
there were ur hands reaching out for me.
but i jus cldnt reach.''
u told me.
wads de point anyway.
u're jus hurting me further.
making me cry worse.

a week approaching.
yet i din feel any better.