i dunoe y
i dun understand y
u can fill my entire mind.
causing my mood swings n teary days
every now n den.
each nite i walked bak home.
i always imagine
almost thought i see u
picturing images of u loitering at my hse void deck.
trying to take a peek at me.
looking ard for me.
coming bak to me.
i no longer had the strength to do dat.
no longer possess the will to get bak
its u.
u who made me fear rejection.
u who made me fear dark nites.
u who made me fear loneliness.
u who made me fear silence.
u who made me fear everything.
n u who made me fear love.
walk forward.
dun look bak.
dun tink bak my dear.
go on bravely.
u'll always have us.