i realised the meaning behind
holding someone's hands n tinking of another.
i realised the feeling of getting hugged by sumone whom u nv like at all.
i tot i cld try.
i tot i cld forget.
but i reali cldnt.

i nv realise my heart's still with u.
nv realise ur kisses on my lips still lingers around.
nv realise the warmth of ur hugs forms an aura around me.
nv realise ive reali fallen so deeply in love with u.
nv realise i was reali dat hurt.
nv realise dat no other person cld replace the u in my heart.
nv realise it cld be dat hard to forget u.
nv realise every lil tink i do reminds me of u.
nv realise how impt a role u were playing in my life.
nv realise how i cld jus stare n dream all abt u.
nv realise why i cld care abt ur stuff.
nv realise why i do love u still.

i hated myself.
y am i doing tis to me.
i reali tot i cld forget
reali tot i cld give it a try
tot dat sumhow i cld.
but still.
i cldnt.

ur silhouette hovers around all day.
images haunts me almost every moment.
i feel like breaking away.

emptiness.
sumtink dats much too profound to be explained.
blank expression.
sumtink dat cldnt be explained.