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Tuesday, March 27, 2007


damn bad mood.
sumhow.
i felt..
alone.
felt left out.

sumhow.
i wanna feel ur love.
wanna feel u.
wanna feel ur warmth.
feel ur hands wrapped round me.
caressing me.
brushing past me.
i wanna snuggle up ur hugs.
cuddle beside u as i fell aslp each nite.
de sweetness.
de warmth.
de love.

are gone.

i perserve.
i tried.
i never give up.

but u did none.
u nv perserve.
u din try.
and u gave up.
gave me up.

~ { 11:12 PM }
reflections of you and me;



破碎的心里埋着 重重的回忆.

记忆会为我收藏那些美丽时光, 和为爱付出过的力量


~ { 10:53 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Sunday, March 25, 2007


心碎离开
转身回到
最初荒凉里等待

为了寂寞
是否找个人
填心中空白

我们变成了
世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀

只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了 搁浅了 沉默了 挥手了
却回不了神

如果当初在交会时
能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜
我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

~ { 12:51 AM }
reflections of you and me;



feeling damn down.
i hate tis feeling of missing u so much.
when all i had frm u was...
only hurt.

~ { 12:17 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Wednesday, March 21, 2007


each nite before i cld finally fell aslp
each morning when im conscious
the last thot
the first thot
was always u
has always been u
is always u.

the heavy-heartedness is hard to bear.
it jus makes tears fall down my cheeks.
dats jus how i fell aslp n end my day every nite.
dats jus how i wake up to a new day every morning.

how dumb was i to trust u.
how stupid was i to believe ur every words.
when i was even cheated 4 times before by u.

i cant believe it.
was my love for u too great.
or was it ur glib tongue.
or was it bcos i was simply too naive.

im pretty sure its a slap i'll give it to u the next time i chance upon u.
so.
jus back off.
coward.

forever going under covers.
always avoiding n ignoring me.
reali doubt if ya a real guy.
irritating.
u ought not to deserve me.
u dun deserve any love frm anyone at all.
selfish.

~ { 3:34 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Monday, March 19, 2007


你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好

谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰

那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱

爱不是一种需要
是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱

我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现

能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱

~ { 2:10 PM }
reflections of you and me;



i wish im de heartless one.

i dun wish to bear these hurts n heartaches.
why does it seems dat im the one treasuring tis relationship
n never is u?
have u ever been serious on me?

im jus.
damn disappointed in u.
u made me trust in u again n again.
betrayed my trust again n again.
jerk.

dats a powerful word coming frm me.
sumtink i'll nv use on u.
but to get dumped by the same guy 5 times in a row.
having to chase him
woo him
take the initiative on getting bak together with him
all the 5 times.
it's a reali hard job.
i lost all pride in front of u.
am i or are u de shameless one?

wad have i done to deserve such treatment?
to deserve such a guy like u?
ya the immature one in the relationship.

the hurt stays.
my heart throb with pain.
i jus cant disperse the air dats filled with ur images.

im hating tis.
im hating me.
wad has my pride gone to?
cant i perk up?
wake up jan.
darn.

~ { 12:35 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Sunday, March 18, 2007


all i ever want
is to have u beside me.
有你在我身边,
再苦我都能承受

~ { 4:36 PM }
reflections of you and me;



i hate u.

I HATE U.

i wish i did.

but all i felt was heartaches n hurt.
everytink seems to go past in a flash.
is tis de end?
de end to everytink dat connects us together?

u walked off without me
retraced ur steps bak beside me.
n yet
left again.

why made me feel toyed?

dun turn bak anymore.
dun.
i'll nv forgive u.

~ { 4:28 PM }
reflections of you and me;



"i dunoe if i love you or jus afraid to hurt you"

the words kept echoing in my mind
ringing in my ears.
those words have the power to sting my heart n made it hurt like hell

ya great.
jus words like
'we're not like before any longer'
'we seem strangers'
'you've changed'
'i dun seem to noe u'

u wanna brush me off.
after u made me decide to trust u again
made me put down myself n accept u again
made my world crush again

u hurt me again n again
suddenly u told me u dunoe if u love me
dun toy with me wun u.
u made all these changes in me haven u noe?
haven u realise?
its u dat cause me these ur so-called vivid changes in me

why are guys always like dat.

im greatly disappointed.
deeply hurt.

u did it again

~ { 10:22 AM }
reflections of you and me;



u'll never realise ur powress

u can made me tear with a single msg
made me fail 4 subjects when u gt a new ger
made me sob n wail with ur lilttle actions.

u break my heart so easily.
yet expect me to pick myself up.
im not as strong as dat my dear.

i wonder which ger cld endure these.
im being to the extreme
ive been as strong as i cld be

dun disappoint me anymore
dun break my heart any longer
dun make me regret my decision to be with u.
to allow the already broken me accept the u whom ive gone thru so much with.
u whom broke my heart umpteen times.
u whom made me so afraid of everytink.
u whom have taken down the air of confidence around me.
u whom shattered almost my everytink.

dun dear.
dun do dat to me anymore
u made me entrust myself to u
make gud ur promises wun u?
made me feel protected wun u?
make me feel im cared for.
feel im loved by u.
made me feel a sense of security even when u're nt by me.

withstand the next few days
probably even next few months
of being with me.
cos ive reali lost quite alot of myself.
im reali afraid
afraid i'll get hurt again
afraid u dun care for me any longer.
afraid u'll ignore me again.
afraid i'l lose u.
afraid u'll leave me again.
i nid time
time to gather myself up
time to accept ur trust again
u must gain bak my trust dear
dun give me up wun u.
u promised.
u did.
a deadly vow u made.
dun lie to me anymore.
else i'll nv forgive u.

~ { 12:16 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Tuesday, March 13, 2007


is tis for real..

~ { 4:11 AM }
reflections of you and me;



the feelings felt fresh.
the hurt was vivid once again.
i felt the pain
fresh in my mind.

why do i miss u a little more each day
when im drifting more n more from u each day

why do i still hang on to every last hope on u.

why must u be the one who walked into my life.

~ { 1:39 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Saturday, March 03, 2007


i need u.

虽然说孤独的想一个人
好像一种惩罚
msn上太多的路人甲
偶尔你也该上来说说话

想着你的温柔
想着你的模样
我放不下

都说过了再见
我们各自飞翔
各自长大

抱紧爱会挣扎
放开爱会心慌

离开你那麽傻
可以后侮吗

~ { 12:06 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Friday, March 02, 2007


我要控制我自己

不会让谁看见我哭泣

装作漠不关心你

不愿想起你

怪自己没有勇气

心痛得无法呼吸

找不到你留下的痕迹

眼睁睁的看着你

却无能为力

任你消失在世界的尽头

找不到坚强的理由

再也感觉不到你的温柔

告诉我星空在那头

那里是否有尽头

就向流星许个心愿

让你知道我爱你

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~ { 1:12 AM }
reflections of you and me;


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