i wish im de heartless one.
i dun wish to bear these hurts n heartaches.
why does it seems dat im the one treasuring tis relationship
n never is u?
have u ever been serious on me?
im jus.
damn disappointed in u.
u made me trust in u again n again.
betrayed my trust again n again.
jerk.
dats a powerful word coming frm me.
sumtink i'll nv use on u.
but to get dumped by the same guy 5 times in a row.
having to chase him
woo him
take the initiative on getting bak together with him
all the 5 times.
it's a reali hard job.
i lost all pride in front of u.
am i or are u de shameless one?
wad have i done to deserve such treatment?
to deserve such a guy like u?
ya the immature one in the relationship.
the hurt stays.
my heart throb with pain.
i jus cant disperse the air dats filled with ur images.
im hating tis.
im hating me.
wad has my pride gone to?
cant i perk up?
wake up jan.
darn.