im all abt u
im all abt us
baby, u'll never have to question my love.
sumhow my heart still hurts.
the heartaches persists n lingers.
i wonder y.
is it the love i still had for u or am i jus feeling too hurt to be true?
DARDAR, love me?hur. silly ger.
i never miss sumone tis much b4
nv love sumone dat much b4
n hv nv been tis hurt b4.
de heartaches r indescribable.
i understood y ppl wld turn to drinking to ease their sorrows
cos it makes one lose themselves.
forget themselves.
forget everytink dat ever matters.
even if it's only for a short while.
cos dats all i ever nid for a getaway.
a break from ur haunts.
bogging me all day all nite.
stuck in my mind n thots every moment.
filling my everyday, every hour, minute and seconds of my life.
draining every bit dats left of my energy, morale n faith..
im hating de present me.
de one u moulded.
i cant stand those moments of tears, sobs n bawling.
i wanna be strong.
but no one ever realise how difficult its gonna be.
still. i tried.
it's like piecing the most beautiful puzzle
but only to realise in de end dat it's missing a piece.
de unspoken pain, sorrow n hurt.
it's almost beyond imagination.
i love u.
u noe it.
u felt it.
but u nv noe how deep it is.
nv noe how much u mean to me.
u'll nv seem to feel the sincerity, effort and understanding put in.
all these made me realise.
how much u did not treasure me afterall.
how little u love me afterall.
how little i actually meant to u.
