is dat all im reali expecting of u.
dat ignorance pisses me.
disappoints me further.
hurts me more.
why.
afterall it has been long after.
yet.
u still appear in my mind all of a sudden several times a day.
spoiling my mood.
making tinks dat i enjoy most seems least enjoyable.
wad has my will gone to.
why cant i fight those images.
i..
miss u dearly.
why cld i still love you.
it's reali over jan.
its over.
我好想好好地爱一个人
但是我还能再次相信爱情吗?
爱情值得我再次受到伤害吗?
难道爱情根本不存在,
而是从寂寞与空虚中的需要
来填心中空白.