its as if my female hormones are on a ravage.
ramping around in my body.
causing a huge emotional change in me.
making me have such extreme mood swings.
such emotions i nv knew i had.
such weird feelings that made me cry all of a sudden
without knowing why i felt so damn upset n horrid inside.
sumhow sumtink is haunting me.
sumhow i jus cant myself up
n pull myself thru these redundant feelings.
leave them.
i said..
tink of happy memories.
i scream..
but nth came to my empty mind.
its jus mist n darkness.
wads wrong with my life.
i dun wanna it this way.
i control it.
cool it off jan.
tis is stress.
relax.
it'll be over soon.
breathe in.
love..
friendship...
huggs....
warmth.....
begone emptiness.
begone mood swings.
begone.
begone!